Good evening.

I am so out of practice with blogging. But new blogs with content throughout this year I haven’t yet had a moment to sit and write.

Without mum to share it with it’s tough she used to phone as soon as she read it.

She would say it made her laugh or cry yes she used to feed back my spelling mistakes or grammar issue’s but not in a judgmental way but in a more supportive way.

She was always the one that supported me with everything cheering me on telling me I got this sharing my work like a proud mother does.

I think it helped her a lot to still feel connected during her long stays in hospital. A catch up on everything we was up to as a family, she never wanted to miss out on a moment of our lives.

With her health issues and disabilities from the time of the first lock down she hated the isolation and not being able to enjoy life like she used to.

What ever it be, the blog our You Tube ,Tik Tok or face book when she saw it she was the first to like share I always say I love you. She really was the best mother.

My heart is still empty without her, like a numbness a piece missing that should be still there.

I am still affected still sad about it, still feel the trauma of the last few moments.

I guess start.

i shall be back with more happier and colorful posts over the next few weeks

Much love Faye