Hi all how are you doing,
Yesterday was a surprisingly different day, my family don’t like surprises they much rather like to know what is going to happen before and be involved in planning.
Me I am different I love surprises and yesterday my hubby surprised me he was out and called me to meet him. We had coffee in town together not something that has happened for a while due to work commitments and the diagnosis process.
The thing is it gets like that for couples with or without diagnosis sometimes , what I really can say though it was the best time for me and something I truly appreciated.
Something’s just matter alot despite my quiteness on this perticular subject, it has been easy on either of us these last couple of years,
I guess we tried not to get into things that we would maybe argue about, then blow because in reality they hide under the surface. Egg shells I guess we both walk around on them on occasion.
Just because you get used to just talking about schools and doctors and the kids, I gets a little repetertive not always in a good way.
That’s why writing is a big part of me now just a way to talk without misunderstandings , what we say sometimes isn’t ment to be delivered in the way it is that dreaded words (miscommunication) (frustation’s)
Trying to have your point of view validated without it being interpreted always as a negative.
I truly love my hubby that will never change , but of course to make things different then they were for a while is not as easy either.
I don’t want to take him for granted or be taken for granted either.
Life is so challenging sometimes but right now I feel a little more peaceful and content then last week.
Lots to proceed at one time still affects me alot, I get forgetful or clumsy, and my sleeping and eating patterns get out of sequence , this really makes me grumpy and slightly emotional.
Any way less about that Tom safely arrived home to his family to which Niki is both happy and sad about at the same time.😁😢
Still she will see him in London when he visits again next weekend. So that is all good.
This week, doctors
This week we had a phone call about Niki’s blood tests being back, and we now have too wait for a phone call on the 11th of April to discuss them with doctors this time they didn’t say it is nothing to worry about,I Am still apprehensive about what it will mean if they are positive for factor v liden but I guess I will try to put it out of my mind till then . Plus just recently her hips have been hurting her again hyper mobile it keeps popping out.
Her liver scan is on Friday , and with everything getting a little off course I forgot the walking appointment for Jake’s vaccinations, still I have put him down for the April session he will be having them in fact he said he doesn’t need the magic cream now.
Catching up on other things.
I am slowly getting the house back into order, yes just before the holidays where it is going to get all messy again ,😂😂 reality of having kids I think most parents can realtor too,
The book is still being done just need these things sorted first. So I can conserntraight on the directions for next step and not get all flustered with myself , the truth is it takes a heck of a lot to read big amounts of text on a computer my eyes get tired after a while , I have my note book ready to simplify the steps in to smaller sections, if I rush I make mistakes. Slow and steady I will get there and learn the steps a long the way, and retain it aswell.😁💗
Much love Faye xxx