Hi guys. To say I am full of many emotions right now is so understated.

I am in pieces the publishers put a post up saying they have seized trading and be in contact in due course.

2 years of hard work to years of improving and bring just a little bit of light into our families hearts after diagnosis and devasting loss.

And I find out in one sentence that, on this journey I have been honest heartfelt and very open about the issues our family have, the book is a great book and doesn’t deserve what has happened, I have to try and stay calm and hold it in because of my children who right now are angry and upset, they are autistic so these things truly do affect them.

I can’t say much more than this untill they contact me in due course.

I don’t know when that will be at the moment but I have my book and it is a Christmas book, and now I just don’t know what to think.

If feel a great sense of disappointment for all those who kindly gave donations to make this book happen.

Because they believed in me and the causes it is to raise awareness for.

Please remember the book and as soon as I can I will update you on further progress I don’t intend for this journey with writing or Emo to be over.

To much has been put in to it.

Many thanks Faye xxx